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[Apr. 12th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
HAHAHAHAHAHA
sure laramie. whatever you say...
have a good break everyone |
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[Mar. 24th, 2005|05:12 pm] |
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so things have changed lately i suppose..you might not be able to tell too much since i was happy before. but an added boy always makes things better. especially when they make you sick.
.."you can call me a fool"
haha. vermont was awesome. i had some awesome times with some awesome people and i wish i could do it again-or have been there longer maybe? yup well thatd be superfly but theres no point on wasting thoguths on what cant be prolly
its like this:
+/-
+snowboarding
-being cold
+spring's almost here
-the fact that it snowed last night
+the boy
+the fact that it just is as is and good as is
-my hair needs a change i think
+the lolaray concert last monday
-all the hanging out i HAVENT been doing with my friends lately
+prom
-prom (hah)
-working
+money from working
-drama which im not really involved in but it still sucks
-people around me not being satisfied by certain things
+getting to see aarins dress today |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|06:11 pm] |
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soo i havent really updated in a long while. break was good, i worked a lot and got money to make for for my not being able to work these weekends lately. umm nicks was fun. minus all the crazy/PASSED OUT drunks. hahaha yeahh. theeeen i donno what else. we went to gore that was pretty good. i loved the lodge on the hill and also the gondola, because i love warm. hmm and of course some of my coolest friends were gone being warm in florida which sucks..but im glad they had fun. break ended then we had monday and tuesday without play then weds and thurs we were there till forever each night. as much as it sucked it was awesome at the same time..i love maternity midge afro barbie and well nicole. haha (and it goes without saying that i love aar ibs and mar..) the weekend was great our plays went great and i love everyone for it fresnos was awesome seeing joe and writing haikus (as can be read in the previous post)
k more later....
VT TOMROROW :) :) :) |
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| a few haikus from fresnos |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
angry carrot face
a basket full of produce
empty cherry stem
i see ticket stubs
josh's belt buckle lion
is just as hungry
plate of cherry stem
gay waiters yell at lisa
playbyplay always
dead fly counter top
lincoln eyeing the ceiling
and the salt spill
bathroom doors open
phantom people come and go
they all leave something |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|11:48 pm] |
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yay for spaghetti.
kinda brings me back to last year when we had spaghetti nights all the time..but yeah i had a good time, probably the best sunday night in a long time..you know..since usually i have school the next day :) and it was also probably one of the best sober times ive had. surprisingly eh? but alls well that ends well. and everything and everyone there (hint hint)ended well. and i love you for it
it seems like lately i hardly ever update,and when i do-its just after i had a really good time somewhere. its cause im so busy
this whole week has been crazy-with ski club play practice dance and work, ive hardly ever been home (not that im complaining) but i do think my parents are getting a tiny better, cause my mom wasnt even mad at me abotu tonight. =yay
i really wanna go see a movie this week cause im a big fan of movies and i havent seen one in forever and i think that would be super fly.so you know like if anyone wants to go..lets go. cause id totally be down ;)
lets seeeeeeeeeeeeee..my horoscope for today said this:
Tell it like it is. This isn't the time to hold back. If you want something, you have to go after it. Honesty may not always get you what you want, but it will help you resolve any pending issues, clear the air and let you know where you stand.
i dont really think that happened. i didnt go after what i wanted very much today.oh well though right
k well i think this was probably a pretty cool update. it had all the good elements, well except for a quote
so heres one
i do it for the joy it brings
because im a joyful girl
because the world owes me nothing
and we owe eachother the world
i do it because its the lease i can do
i do it because i learned it from you
and i do it because i want to
because i want to..
sweet, i know. okay. goodnight everyone. have a good break.
ps, i decided cheerful is so my favorite mood to be in |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|10:18 pm] |
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| | DMB | ] |
so this weekend. was busy (friday) school(i donno?)-short rehersal(yay for shortness)-aarins(loooove her)-work(bleh)-game(well..they tried..and i loved that i got to see you play!)-hollys(also love her)-mikes (well, yeah)
haha..tried to watch wizard of oz with dark side of the mooon, unfortunately that was a no go..so instead we watched one of the best movies ever! napoleon dynamite! wooohoo then yeah
saturday i had dance then home and i watched the notebook and thought it was good. and then work then ibbys then toms..and that was a good time. minus my lack of sleeping partner hahaaa i got to see katy! and that made me happy, i miss our hanging out/drinking her parents alcohol all the time last year hehe<3
sunday sucked and i was very tired, and returning beer cans at the p and c at 9 am is always fun..not..wicked sketchy is more the word hahaha i <3 you two
Freakytweaky5 (10:31:14 PM): i have a freckle on my penis and it makes it look like a snake
im actually going to not comment on that one..haha
bstofwatsaround1 (10:34:50 PM): i prefer man whore but wateva
and mikes wicked thug
i love just being..i love doing what i want when i want. i love thinking and knowing that somehow everythings gonna work out as much as i think everythings wicked crazy right now. i love smiling and being happy. i love the fact that its been like spring lately, because i love spring. i love warm and i love sun but i love rain and the occasional chilly day. i love it all. i love my friends, when they love me. and i love the fact that theres always gonna be someone. i love being loved, and needed, and wanted. i love dong bad things but making up for it by being good. i love when im under pressure to do things cause then i actually get things done. i love being so busy i donno what to do with myself. i love the fact that im getting my license soon. i love doing nice things for nice people, even for mean people cause its nice to have someone appreciate you. i love going to ski club, i look forward to it every week. i love my dance friends, because they keep me alive during three hour classes. i love watching movies, taking pictures, looking at pictures. i love just sitting and talking. i love watching my friends in bands, and going to shows of bands i love. and on and on..
//i hate that you hate me//
sometimes, i think you have to just be, and let everything in life work itself out |
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[Jan. 29th, 2005|12:02 am] |
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i had a good night tonight. it's fun to just be and not care about any feelings, simply because thee really arent any to worry about. being happy is the simplest way to make my life good. i think im actually pretty simple at heart..although SOME of you think you know me..i bet you dont think you know that. haha
"but seriously..did you look at my penis?, cause it's blue" and sex books are fun. then going to aarins only to be tired and catch her doing it is fun too HA.HA. and yeah. im just happy-but maybe thats because i havent slept in so long. good night though..should be repeated i say. I<3myfriends
random, i know..but cute...
HOW TO LOVE A GIRL:
tell her you think that she's cool.
tell her why you think she's so cool.
smell her. (everyone does this haha)
talk to her in movie theaters.
pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the river, she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.
hold her hand and skip.
hold her hand and run.
just hold her hand.
pick her flowers out of other people's gardens and give them to her.
tell her she looks pretty.
let her pay for stuff if she wants to.
introduce her to your friends as 'the coolest girl i know'.
sit in the park and talk to her.
take her to the library and playgrounds and train stations.
tell her dirty jokes.
tell her stupid jokes.
talk about politics.
write poems about her.
just walk around with her.
throw pebbles at her window at night, when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
take her to shows of bands she's never heard.
let her fall asleep in your arms.
call her.
call her back if she calls you.
sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
carve your names into a tree.
get her mad, then kiss her.
give her piggy-back rides.
give her space if she needs it.
push her on swings.
stay up with her all night when she's sick.
make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones.
lend her your cds.
write on her.
make her mixtapes.
write her letters.
if she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even it it means a 5 hours road trip.
take her to cool shops and let her take you to even cooler ones.
listen to all the bands she mentions.
don’t tell her that her favorite bands suck.
when she’s sad hang out with her or stay on the phone even if she’s not saying anything.
buy her ice cream.
let her take all the photos of you she wants.
look into her eyes.
slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
kiss her in the rain.
when you fall in love with her, tell her. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2005|02:46 pm] |
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| | dave matthews band | ] |
under the table and dreaming
we've had barely any school lately. it's pretty nice i guess..yesterday was math and that sucked a lot, but i can't get below a 92..so whatever eh? today was history and it wasn't as bad as i expected but still, it was hard. it's especially nice when i get rides home without peopel being mean to me first..oh wait? and hey it's always super when in 2/5 of my dance classes we dont have songs ooor costumes yet! sweeet..tomorrow i don't have any midterms at all which pretty much means day off..which pretty much means sweet. i hope i do something fun. i also hope that my boss decides to give me more than 5 hours a week next month..seeing as getting only 25 dolalrs a week compared to the usual at least 40..sucks. money spoils me. and, don't you hate when you feel like you're actually starting to throw yourself out there (again) for someone, and they either don't realize it-or ignore it..yeah me too. more to come on that one.
take these chances
lets see what else. last week i was kinda bitchy. some times i let things matter too much. and i mean they do matter, but whats a girl to do? yeah..i dont knwo what else to write..comment though and it'll make my day
She says baby
It's 3 am I must be lonely
When she says baby
Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes
And the rain's gonna wash away I believe it
She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing
And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all
She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining
She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days
She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside it's stopped raining |
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[Jan. 8th, 2005|10:53 pm] |
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| | frou frou. let go | ] |
so let go so let go
mmm jump in
oh well what you waiting for
it's alright
cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go-let it go
mmm just get in
oh it's so amazing here
it's alright
cause there's beauty in the breakdown
sooo tonight i had work. that was fun. i got asked out on a 'date' haha right. whatevuh and i definately was supposed to have dance this morning but roads were too shitty for that??..ah ski club this week was good. holly and i did 11 runs! =yay! well, and mike too.
thing were wicked crazy the beginning of the week but now i realized its not that big of a deal really..not for me anyway. i cant wait till someone realizes something though i'l tell you that. HA! last ngiht i went to see EA play. and the band queen city knights played (ex fishes eddy) and well, ohhhhh man. haha.. either way, theyre really good and i spent 25 dollars at that show on stuff, wow.
and i dont mind you hanging out
yeah thats all good. i think i'll go watch a movie now
comment please :) |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|11:47 pm] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
i've done a lot of things this year i've never done before.
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i didn't actually make one..and next year, well i have yet to decide.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
ummm no?
4. Did anyone close to you die?
ummm no?
5. What countries did you visit?
just here; the US
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
ummm i could be girls and say girly things involving boys that didnt happen last year, but no, so i'll just say i want to have a good freaking time..haha?
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
halloween, february 13th, i think thats all
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
...?
9. What was your biggest failure?
not getting what i want. that sounds cocky i know..but whateva
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
just the occasional cold. and toe problems in pointe class..
11. What was the best thing you bought?
i bought some cool things..nothing really comes to mind though as the best thing i bought
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
i dont think anyone
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
some that will go unnamed, prolly me at times, my mother..
14. Where did most of your money go?
food, music, clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
seeing people who i havent in a long time, umm summer-in general,
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
drop it like its hot and slow motion and say anything songs and well you have to understand i listen to a lot of music..
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? probably sadder, but thats cause last year at this time i viewed my life as perfection..
ii. thinner or fatter? ive gained some weight but i wouldnt ever use the term fat..haha
iii. richer or poorer? richer! yo!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
more of? goofing off with my friends
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
thinking so much
20. How will you be spending Christmas (Christmukkah)?
with family..every year its different who's house we're at though
21. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
party with my loves!
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
umm as much in love as i ever have been...ie:nope haha
24. What was your favorite TV program?
desperate housewives! and one tree hill duh
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope, but thats just cause im not a hater hehe
26. What was the best book you read?
catch 22
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
say anything and ashlee simpson and hmm i dunno
28. What did you want and get?
clothes, money
29. What did you want and not get?
dvds and cds, and more money and other clothes..
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
haha..good question! made this year or ever? i'll go with made this year. i liked napoleon dynamite, elf, vanity fair, king arthur!, and i think im gonna love closer..and more prolly..
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
16, and i had some cool people over for a bonfire
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell. if i was at total happiness all the time (or as close as i can get to it) then i would have been at total satisfaction! duuuh!
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
whatever i find to wear and attempt to match together..though i have to admit i am getting more fashionable, minus the occasional socks/sandals, bob marley teeshirt days..
34. What kept you sane?
friends (male and female), the occasional drink, and good times
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
i have to say i like heath ledger, and tara reid and keira knightley and shannyn sossamons hair, and johnny depp, and tyson ritter
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
abortion, and war!
37. Whom did you miss?
some people that ive lost contact with for absolutely no reason..
38. Who was the best new person you met?
umm katy (was that this year?) and i donno who ele ir eallyt started talking to a lot this year?
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
dont worry, be happy
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
i'd have to go with the above..or at least thats what i want it to be haha |
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| junior skip day |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|02:01 pm] |
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soooo i havent updated in a while i think. Today is the last day before break=yay. even though i hardly went to school at all..i went in late because my mom actually made me a yummy breakfast (:D) and then it was Phil's birthday..so yay!
-happy birthday Phil!!
english was pointless..as was gym and in chem we had a test which was dumb and i couldnt concentrate (surprise surprise...) then a yummy lunch at fresnos! chicken quesadillas make my tummy sing. would have been a little better if we had a few more people though.. hehe
tongiht i have to work and that sucks, and i do tomorrow too! ah but i suppose i'll be smiling when i get paid..
break is going to be fun. and i cant wait to go ice skating because i love ice skating. last night i went to the hocky game and they won..yay solvay! hehe and also, it better quit raining and being warm (even though i absolutly love warm..) because i want to snowboard!
oh and then there will be new years eve on which aarin and i have planned an awesome gettogether..well yeah i cant wait.
and also..good things seem to be happening lately that make me smile so i hope for everyone else too..
i never really knew that you could dance like this
The way you move, you've got me hypnotized
Especially when I look into his eyes
Hey Papi, I wanna see you do the dance to the conga
Hey boy, now that I see your new rhythm
I'm in a state of shock now
The way I can see your body movin'
And I don't want you to stop now
I like the way you approach me so sensually
You got me in a daze, boy
I can't ignore the way you're dancin'
You got me in a trance and I can't explain it |
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[Dec. 12th, 2004|11:38 am] |
pour some sugar on me
..last night was semi, and i had a surprisingly good time! better yet, i remember all of it. :) haha
((i only ask that you be totally honest with me..))
it'd be a lie to say you never made me smile..
b-b-baby you ain't seen nothin yet |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|08:02 pm] |
sooo i think it's been a wicked long time sinc ei last updated..probably cause there isn't much to update about. my life been pretty much the same; if not a little better. i do a bunch of random shit that i hardly ever know im doing till it happens--which is fun. this weekend is semi and that's cool, cause i'm definately thinking i'm gonna have as much fun as i did last year. and plus profit is deinfinately for us. which=sweet.haha and i cant wait for christmas cause theres a million things i wanna buy/do..and of course everything requires money. drivers ed is officially over as of next week-which totally rocks my socks caus ei get like a billion more hours of free time..
and bliss is this
yeah, so this could be sweet. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2004|11:23 pm] |
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so i did something out of the ordinary for me. and now i'm not even sure if all that i said was right..but thats ok. it was fun. haha?
at least i dont have to worry about saying the unsaid anymore! woo
and tonight is thursday and for some weird reason i'm sitll up and even weirder yet, i'm still up and i'm NOT tired. now thats craaazay. tomorrow's friday and i hope it's going to be a good weekend. i have to work a little, but i have good hours so i'm not complaining. and steve's show is saturday, so that should be sweet.
so in case you havent heard...
Saturday November 20th!!
Eyes Averted..hot boys, hot music
Anorexic Beauty Queen..melodic emo
The Degenerates..'melodic punk, fast music, hot dudes'
This Ride Home..screamo
The Compass Failure..ex arcasia, indie rock
Dan Briggs..doin the damn thing (ex tsh singer)
MY FRIEND PHIL!..mega good filler
4433 Dublin Road--steves house
5pm---3 dollars
sweet huh? well i'm done with this. i'll write again soon maybe when i have something good to say. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2004|07:52 pm] |
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[Oct. 31st, 2004|09:35 pm] |
and laramie says
"what thie fuck, this is sweet! i'm stupid though."
haha sweet weekend guys |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2004|08:51 pm] |
two words:
dance party
last night was fucking sweet. that's all i have to say. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2004|09:46 pm] |
what a weekend
friday -movies with nikki, work, game, nolans..and oooweee haha was that fun
saturday- sleep! hang out with phil, work, aarins
today-aaaall day long with aaaaarin!
:)
i have ten milion secrets to tell you
i have ten million things i wanted to go right
((i cant sit here and watch this pass me by))
someone told me once, as silly as it seems
you shouldn't ever hide what it is you really want
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